dont want to to turn this into a sad post.
but today 6 years ago she left us to be in heaven to be with my grandpa.
time is short.life is short.
i remember getting the phone call from my uncle that something had happened.
i rushed over there.
to find that she indeed had passed away.
i dont think that moment i will ever forget. i saw her the day before and she had had the flu i kissed her head and told her i would take her to the doctor. she said no i will be fine.
and for some reason i can let go of that moment in which i should have just did what my stubborn usually does listen to my heart.
but gods plans outweigh mine by like forever.
she is honestly the memories i have of my childhood. it is crazy. her just sitting there and letting me put her clip on earrings on her and looking through all her jewery .
her buffing her floors.
and all her sayings.. ” you bet” “i wish i had a million dollars” ” how is nicole today”
she was just her.
bared 9 children. and loved them all with no stipulations.
and there are moments in which my children something happens and i am like i wish she was here.
i miss her deeply.
and i know that she is in heaven with my grandpa is what she wanted. she missed him terribly.
and on this day. i am thankful for her being her. an unforgettable women who just lived a simple life.