Reflection: Noun:The throwing back by a body or surface of light, heat, or sound without absorbing it

Everyday day I drive the same route and always tell myself one day I am going to get a picture of the reflection of the water on the Buttes. Because before you know it the water is gone again because the rice absorbs it. But on Monday I got one the Buttes were foggy that day As you can see it is misty looking. But it is just peace to me. How can somebody look at the same thing everyday and never get bored. ?? I dont know. But the Buttes are home to me like no other.

And this is my reflection. Morgie on my hip. And a camera in my hand.  Wouldnt trade that for the world.

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This is usually the craziness of our life. Yes I let my kids right bikes in my house. I let them do alot of things most parents would probably cringe at. Ooh well !!

Morgies dirty feet. She goes around this house 99 percent of the time. Naked. She wears her birthday suite well. It helps with potty training.

Morgan and all her junk she hauls around. Right now she is obsessed with sock puppets. And this doctor stethoscope.And  drawing on everything if she can.

And Nat on her ipod doing her homework. Trying to get her work done this is why is takes so long.

And then into my room to mess up my bed because they know i like it nice and tight . But thats ok.

And always my boy is the only one looking at me. My girls well they are always doing whatever. But it is them so just go with it. I love them all the same.

It actually was a nice relaxing night. Got everything done and watched some tv and looking around pinterest. And made sure everything was surely locked down because my honey buckets is gone on business and its just not the same without him to add to the chaoticness of our Prather story.

This is for you after 6 months of not downloading them !!!

Yeah Right!!

I miss you …

And when you are gone the world just is not right.

But you gotta pay the bills around this monkey show.

That is what is feels like sometimes. And when it is all gone one day. I will deeply miss it. ( i think)

But as always this  to shall pass.

And after posting those pictures ( that you took on your camera and how wonderful they are ) I think I might just give it all up and go back to just being whom God intended a wife and mum.

And Im ok with that.

The sexiest man i know.

Brandon Christopher Jones Prather.

My husband of almost 13 years of my life.

I can say that it has been the ride of my life.

There has been ups down ins outs and the best ever moments of my life.

I would never ever change one thing. Maybe I would alter my behavior about certain things have happened.

He is the most hard working man I know. He gives it 110 percent. He strives to be the best boss.

And he is the best father. He loves his kids and wants them to be the best people.

And that is what I love the most about him. His compassion. His drive. His willingness. And the fact that he puts up with me.

And the way he looks at me. With those brown eyes. That are with love and lust all in one.

Because after all this time. I am still madly in love with him. And no one else.

And he will always be the sexiest man i know.

I spend at least 80 minutes a day in my car. This is what the majority of it looks like. Since starting Project Life I take a lot more pictures of everyday life. That are what life is really about.

All I can tell you is sometimes the ride is quiet and mostly it is filled with music and many random thoughts in my head.

I listen to Klove 98 percent of the time.

My kids are getting older and they are liking me to listen to Pop. But I still stand strong on Klove..

But I use those 80 minutes of reflection alot thinking about my relationships, words I have spoken and people in life. And i become deeply convicted about who I am. Who I want my kids to see. And I am as hard of myself as I am on my kids. Because you never get a do over. I think I stress that enough but to myself I dont. And that disappoints me.

I tell myself dont worry about anyone else but yourself Nicole Prather. Dont worry about others and what they are doing. Worry about what you are doing. Follow your heart in life. Follow what you know is right. Because in the end worrying about what others are doing and saying isnt what God is going to ask me.

I think that is my biggest thing is others. But my husband always tells me “dont” “dont bring the drama into this house” I have heard it a thousand time probably more. And I never learn my lesson.

But I think lately I have come to the realization that it is unhealthy for me. It really is. What I am doing is ruining me.

Because there is only one of me. Compared to no one else. I am a unique person made by God. And I need to follow my heart about things and convictions. And there is no competition with no one else. Because in the end. I dont think God is going to bring any one elses name but mine. And who I was.

Toxic.

And in this I am stopped in my tracks of life.

I know what is right and I still do it to myself. And I hate it. I hate going onto the web and looking at others post pictures or whatever and thinking people are nuts or mabye it is me. I really think it is me. I have a problem because I am a person of truth and integrity. And easily bothered.  And maybe that is where I am wrong because as always the truth is different to everyone how i saw something go down maybe that is not how they in-visioned  it to me. But that is how it goes when you put yourself out there. You are going to have people who have an opinion about you, or copy it and call it theirs.

Im about done. Well I am done with alot of things. Because deep down inside it makes me an unhappy person.

And that is the farthest of what I want to be.

Because I have alot more that most i have a loving caring hard working man that comes home to me and wants to be around me all the time. And I have three wonderful caring loving grounded children they are usually well mannered. And I have a roof over my head.

And I have people that love me for who I am. No one else. All my flaws. And respect me. Who cherish my loyalty. Who are happy for the great things that happen for me and are not threatened by it. And i love that. Because those are the people who are in my life and want to be in my life.

And all others who criticize, two face me, talk about me, and be around because it makes them feel better about themselves. I prey for you.

And now I am done with 80 minutes of ranting.

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I cant deny she fell right off of me. 22 months. wild as ever. lovable as ever. herself as ever. she is morgan. there is no on else like her. she can at time drives me to insanity. but other times i am just so in love with her. she is passionate. she is determined. she is stubborn. she is a picky eater. she like to be naked. all of the time. she is fast to be potty trained. she loves outside. she loves playdoe. she loves her daddy. she is so in love with him. it makes me happy. she is in love with elmo. she can watch sesame street millions of times a day. that is the only thing she watches. she loves the people she loves and no others. she is not quick to new people. she is a hugger. lover of babies. loves animals. loves to torture oliverbuckets. she loves to talk on the phone. she loves to make  messes. she is the last born prather child. and no matter what she does or how much she makes me crazy. she was meant to be in our lifes and hearts and cant imagine a day without her in our lives. i love you moey  !!!!

Dont mention to P word to Morgan. She wants to go there everyday. We pass by it everyday to take the kids to school and she starts in. We walked down to the park a couple weeks ago just to get out and see the sun. It was nice. Nat of course roller skated. And Wyatt rode his bike. And Mo she was in the stroller of course. We were there for a while. There is actually two parks right next to eachother so when you get bored go the other one. !! The city pool is right there also. I cant wait for summer to come. I think Morgan might take swim lessons. Who knows ?? And the picture of her. Well thats her most of the time. She was tired and cold. I just wanted to get her picture. She like to make the pout face. She is just herself. We came home and got some money to go to the Penney Candy Store got some iccees…It was a good day.

I couldnt think of a title for this post.

A bunch of randon blathering from the imfamous Nicole Prather. But these two faces are my life and two other not shown . But my love has been sick for a couple weeks. And still hasnt gotten better. And Morgan well she is going  back in to be rechecked for her ears.

I am an emotional wreck for whatever reason to be unknown. Today I picked up my Nat from school with the worst headache of her life.. I drove like a mad women to get her. She couldnt barely talk. It scared me to death. A feeling that will never go away. I had migranes growing up and I dont wish them upon my worse enemy. She got in the car I gave her Tylenol and tried to keep everyone quiet. I just sat there praying for her. As I do at night as I am listening to my husband cough up a lung. I am trully worried about him. Though I never let him know. I sit there at night praying over him to be healed. It is hard.

Because it is I believe Gods sometimes signs of Nicole Prather life is short. And we never last forever. And really quick I am humbled by my life.

As I always state I am a work in progress. Amongst everything in my life. Words and Actions have never been my strong points in life. But I will never give up the pursuit of becoming a better me. I believe in Karma. I pray so much for certain things and God never responds to me. I am like what is going on up there. And then something happens. And then I realize we are on Gods Time. Which he is to answer whenever he feels just. And then I realize that what I was really praying for was so minut to the plans he has for me. I am am thankful.

I told her random blathering.

But I love my family more than my own life.

Everyday I become more and more thankful for health because I realize in a split moment it can be gone.

This post is way to late.

I have been on top of Morgans pictures always but December slipped away from me. Better late never.

 All I can say is this is her. Anyone that knows her knows how she is.

Spoiled and very much loved. The baby of the Prather Family. She is headstrong and already verbal. Whitty and charming. Soft and kind at times. A face of an angel. A true daddys girl. Loves her Wyatt. Screams Mommy Mommy Mommmy in the morning to come and get her form her bed. Loves her blankets (just with the satin edging). Loves her milk with a passion. Loves Elmos world and Sesame Street. Over and over again. She loves eggs. Hates the doctors. Social butterfly. Shy to strangers. Lets you know how she is feeling and squeels with excitement. The biggest mess making kid I have ever knows. She is a charmer. A lover.

Yesterday was really the first day Ive had in a long time to try and relax. Getting back from Christmas is hard. We had so much stuff to put away and find spots in this growing house.  I am still not completely done yet but getting there. I was taking pictures last night and it felt nice just to concentrate on my kids and noone else to worry about. As usual Nat was in hiding !!! In Wyatts room watching his new tv. And Wyatt working on his leggos. He got so many leggos that he wanted they should keep him busy for a little while. He is a leggo maniac. Morgan taking her bath. I think it lets her know its beddy bye time…She reminds me so much of Wyatt as a baby. And when I look at the pictures I thought one was him but it was Morgan with that big head !!!

Me and Brandon were sitting on the couch looking at old albums and I usually get emotional. Watching them grow up and evolve. How much they change and fast. Last year Morgan was a baby and now she is going to be 2 !! And watching Natalie grow up. She is now wanting to wear makeup. What ???? Doing her nails and other stuff. I try my best to let it be. And cope with it. And Wyatt well lately he has just been an emotional ball of Idont know what. I was telling Brandon about how we need to slow down and take it in. The last year has been a world wind of business. And concentrating on our life and family is what makes me happy.

I dont want to miss a minute of this life or them.